A heavy topic

I have not stepped on a scale for four months. I know that beginning treatment for Graves' with Tapazole put on an instant seven pounds (on an already overloaded frame) and another seven went on over the summer. Then I got sick of the "Graves' rage" and being extremely cranky all the time—intolerant of my boisterous five-year-old, and so on. So I began a regimen of fluoxetine, an SSRI antidepressant which really made little things seem like little things again! I love how easy-going it has made me, and so does the family.

Oh, but the weight! I dare not step on the scale to see how much has gone on since September. All I know is that my clothes don't fit. I was this large once before, back in the early nineties, after quitting smoking, and I'm afraid I've reached that high-water mark again.

Now that Christmas with its excesses has passed, I'm going to try my best to reduce back to what I was, with diet and exercise. I have a copy of Mary Shomon's The Thyroid Diet, just for tips and tricks (although it is written mainly for those who are hypothyroid). And if I do not soon see my clothes fitting better, I am going to jettison the fluoxetine and find some other way to cope with the moodiness of Graves'. Wish me luck.

Oh, so normal: a cautionary tale

Hey— do my eyes look Graves'-like? I didn't thinks so. They do retain some symptoms, but look fairly normal.

Last month, my FT4 was low, but I was counseled to remain on too high a PTU dosage. I ignored that!

I just got back some rather expeditious lab work from the endo today. Since I had confessed to him that I had suffered from kidney stones at least twice since last June, he checked the "estimated glomerular filtration rate" and decreed that at 83.4 mL/min, my kidney function was normal. Quite a relief, since it was sub-par last January.

PTU has not damaged my liver nor caused dangerous agranulocytosis, as evidenced by the AST, ALT and WBC (Am I sounding like a nurse, yet?).

Last time I had my FT3 and FT4 tested, the FT4 was low, and my heart was as irregular as the "Take Five" drum solo, thanks to a thyroid dipping too low. Dr. Endo explained to me that FT4 did not appear as easily with PTU treatment—something about "inefficiency"—although he counseled me to remain on my dosage of 60 mg. per day of PTU. As I said, I ignored that and went on 50 mg. QD, taken in the morning, and my heart quit beating funny. And now my thyroid profile is normal. (I am told to ignore any TSH value as long as FT4 and FT3 are within the healthy range, preferably mid-range). My values this past Friday:

TSH.0.45 (down)
FT3: 2,9 (up)
(FT4: 0.7 (up!)

So "Hooray!"

Such a struggle to remain normal. I want to keep my hair regenerating rather than falling out, so I am glad to avoid another serious dip into hypothyroid territory. The moral of the story is credited to Elaine Moore, a fellow Graves' sufferer: "The TSH level does not matter; pay attention to the FT3 and FT4. They should be mid-range." The secondary moral of the story is that the endocrinologist may not be the wisest party.

Bless his overworked heart!

And so it goes. My eyes seem to have improved and I continue to hope for remission.

One year ago today

One year ago today I got labs back telling me that I probably had Grave's disease. My right eye was puffy, my blood pressure was climbing, I was trembling, hated loud noises, had hot flashes all the time, and so on. A trip to the endocrinologist on Dec. 4 nailed down the diagnosis, and I went on Tapazole, 40 mg. every day. That rapidly sent me in the hypothyroid direction, and while I was no longer shaky, I couldn't think very fast or well. With a med change and dosage adjustment, I hit the hormonal sweet spot in April, but by that time my eyes troubled me, with an uneven appearance, redness and some double vision.

My eyes have been in the plateau phase lately, seldom feeling dry, looking less red, puffy and retracted. But they are still not back to what they had been, and may never be.

A friend of mine who had Graves' 30 years ago still has one eye that will not close quite right . . .

My labs of late have been a little funky, with FT4 levels low, but I'm working on it. Things are not perfect—my fingers hurt, my shins are affected, too—but in general, things are much better than they were one year ago.

Dear Ms. Shrdlu:

Got a letter from the endocrinologist telling me what I already knew about my lab results: they are good and my dose of PTU should remain the same.

I have had two decades' worth of trouble with sex hormones as well, and asked him to draw some labs on those, too. It amounts to very atypical PCOS that doesn't seem to come from insulin resistance, is not helped by metformin and never affected my fertility, anyhow. But it is annoying. I'm pleased to see that while testosterone and androstenedione are elevated, they look a lot better than 10 years ago.

The official boilerplate doctor's response to my shin and painful fingers: "So?"

Posting a new picture, with son, mugging at the camera. As you can see, the eyes are not greatly out of whack. They trouble me much less than last winter and spring, although the puffiness has not gone away and the lid lag varies.

September labs

TSH: 0.92
Free T3: 3.1
Free T4: 0.6

So things are pretty stable on ~60 mg propylthiouracil every day.

Hayfever last week has triggered some eye symptoms. Got an "eye headache" the other day. Any challenge to the immune system seems to goad the Graves'.

Acropachy and pretibial myxedema

Wednesday my endocrinologist suggested that I may have some form of dermopathy (skin abnormality) and perhaps the beginnings of pretibial myxedema and acropachy.

Pretibial myxedema is a deposition of a mucinous substance in the skin of the shins, basically, thanks (or no thanks) to autoimmune attacks upon susceptible tissue there. It takes all kinds of forms, including one that looks like elephantiasis. The most common form in one study appeared to be nonpitting edema. Nonpitting edema is also known as "brawny" edema, and might describe the slight swelling of my own shins, especially the left one.

Acropachy describes clubbing of the fingers (and sometimes toes), as well as skin and joint changes in the fingers. X-rays will show fuzzy looking bony growths of the fingers and sometimes other long bones. Sometimes the fingers don't club at all . . . they just hurt.

What my endo found in addition to the puffy shins were overly fleshy hands. It led him, last December, to test me for excess growth hormone. He suspected acromegaly, though what he found was a deficiency of growth hormone, which may or may not be related to the thyroid stuff.

Now he thinks that the fleshy palms and sore distal finger joints may point to acropachy.

I read a little more about it and found out that most acropachy doesn't hurt, but when it does, the pain is frequently intermittent (Check), and in the distal joints (Check). Clubbing of the fingernails may not occur, or then again, the whole hands may be affected by swelling (Check).

Pretibial myxedema most commonly manifests itself as the brawny edema, thought it may be discolored or wartyin texture. Both it and acropachy are most common in people currently smoking, and in people with extremely high levels of TSI antibodies (My antibodies were "moderate"), and both PTM and acropachy represent the most extreme manifestations of Graves' disease.

Lucky me! The only thing that cheers me up is that the studies show that the joint pain disappears, and in a significant proportion of cases, the PTM and the acropachy improve or remit, given time.

Eye check-up today

Today Dr. P. took a look at my eyes and pronounced them "fairly stable." From my point of view, three things have changed since I saw him last March:

1. The right eyelid is a little more retracted and I consistently tape the eye shut at night.
2. I need to use far fewer vials of artificial tears.
3. I only have isolated days of eye pressure and orbital pain. "Hiccoughs" of pain.
   

Everything else is the same: the swelling, the injection, the double vision while gazing up and to the right, too. My proptosis measures the same as in December: 22 mm. in the left eye and 23 in the right. March's measurement was 22/22, which is within the margin of error with the Hertel instrument.

The ophthalmologist thinks I had this before, in a less severe form, given my history of puffy gritty eyes lasting 3 or 4 months, back in 1993. He also thinks that while this bout is worse, I will not progress to the Marty Feldman stage, will not lose vision and will not need orbital recession surgery. If time does not lower my right eyelid, I may need to see a plastic surgeon about advancing it so I can stop taping it shut at night and stop looking like Bill the dadburned Cat, but that will take another 24 months or so, to make sure that my eyes are done.

Visual field testing was fine, although staring at that white, featureless background was kind of psychedelic after a while. I started seeing great waves of rose color in my left eye, which messed up my perception of some of the dimmer flashes of light. So the test said "Marginal" rather than "Within normal limits," as it had for the other eye. But it also said, "Low test reliability." Eye presure is good, optic nerves look good, etc., etc.

So the relative stability of signs and symptoms uggest that I am in what they call the plateau phase of GO right now. It's a time during which symptoms ease up a bit or at least don't get worse, with some blips of activity. Up next is a resolution phase, in which symptoms go away or improve a bit.